shud i?

not

2012-01-16T02:03:00.001+08:00

not a good few days for me. arsenal kalah n macam2 lagi. dun want to go to work!

ade ke?

2012-01-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

ade ke org bace blog aku lg ni? wakakakkakalo ade komen le nk buat bancian. lulz

ntah

2012-01-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

ntah hape2. penin kepala.new year, new things, new motivationneed to sharpen things up!

saya tak

2012-01-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

saya tak marah.........tapi saya DISAPPOINTED.

eh da 2012?

2012-01-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

yup time flies. 2011 taught me in many ways.the good, the bad n the ugly.. macam2 lah.lol.however, my decision to wait was the best.thank you dear :)u know how i feel kan? no words enough to describe us.anyway, my target this year..to improve myself inner/outer.to improve my work rate.to buy a house landed/apartment pn ok.to buy a car.to plan engagement/marriage. (plan nak kawen umur 26/27 kn? so kene la engaged dlu by end of dis year.. da 25 ni. earlier d better. wahahha)lastly, be kind to others if we want them to treat us d same. :)chao praya~

good things

2011-11-05T08:03:00.002+08:00

good things come to those who wait..patiently :)Syukur.For u, if u read this, thank you ;)

away

2011-06-11T11:12:00.002+08:00

further away,
so far away,

opened eyes,
open eyes,

saw things,
see things,

looked down,
look up,

deserved this,
deserve better.

i am what i am

a month after

2011-05-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

well, its still quite hard..
still have to learn things..
how to manage the feelings..
how to appreciate..
the one who love us n stay with us..

may Him show me d way and signals..
for the best of me..

amin

a week after

2011-04-23T10:32:00.002+08:00

well, its a very tough week..
but He is always with us,

when we lost,
He showed us signs,
He guided us the way,
when we sad,
He gave us happiness,
He gave us strength,
when we scared,
He gave us courage,
He strengthen our heart,

Syukur ya Allah.
we can only plan but,
its all have been planned,
in Qada' n qadar.

update pls

2011-04-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

i felt like to write again.

im writing.

too many things happened.

from good to best.

then from best to good.

followed by good to bad.

and bad to worst.

its all in a short while.

now its time for me to do what i always said to others;

"usaha, doa n tawakal"

its easier said than done.

honestly.

too many things carved in my heart.

all stuffs giving out flash backs.

but life goes on.

so keep on smiling :)

n pray as well.

"USAHA, DOA DAN TAWAKAL"

byes

p/s: kawan2 sume ape kabar?

hi

2011-01-08T20:04:00.001+08:00

lame x update

skg ni mcm koala bear

duduk lepak makan tido

haiz

enjoying suburban life :)

tahun baru

2010-12-07T01:49:00.002+08:00

salam maal hijrah

may dis new year we'll be blessed by Allah
let us put new resolution(s) for ourself

insyaAllah
aminn

interview

2010-11-27T15:01:00.000+08:00

all is done. hope for the best.
insyaAllah.

usaha, doa, tawakal

masih

2010-11-20T16:24:00.000+08:00

banyak yg perlu diperbaiki n pelajari.
bantulah sy :D

being

2010-11-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

protective. :)

thank you!

2010-11-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

soooooo much..!! ^^

eh

2010-10-24T02:23:00.000+08:00

i wouldn't care at all
if im not serious

im serious
dats y im cared

milik Dia

2010-10-17T18:29:00.005+08:00

kawan2

semua yg berlaku ini adalah ketentuan milik Allah
segala nikmat n rezeki adalah milik Allah
segala pertemuan adalah ketentuan Ilahi
dan segala perpisahan juga adalah ketentuan Ilahi

kita di uji pelbagai ujian
kerana Allah tahu kita boleh menghadapinya
samada kita tabah menghadapinya
atau putus asa di tgh jln

ini semua datang dr Allah
seperti nyawa, rezeki, kejayaan

walaupn begitu, x bermakna kita boleh goyang kaki
mengharapkn sesuatu berlaku
atau menggunakn nikmat sedia ada
tanpa usaha dari diri sendiri

jika terlalu mengharap
mungkin akan hilang arah
jika nikmat tersebut ditarik oleh Allah

maka, bersedia lah dan lengkapkn lah
diri dengan persediaan secukupnya
supaya tabah menghadapi segala ujian
kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui

sekian, salam

p/s: sy mungkin tidak arif bab2 agama, tp ini adalah sedikit ilmu/nasihat yg boleh dikongsi. semua perkara yg berlaku telah ditentukan oleh qada' n qadar. :)

a

2010-10-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

a happy day indeed.
thanx! :)

secrets (long post)

2010-10-16T01:16:00.007+08:00

hello there

i keep others' secrets for their sake
as instructed or asked
especially when its between two parties
but i wonder will they keep mine?

all i know it is "amanah" or trust
which i shud obey to the end
except until the owner let me to spill them
but i'll keep them to my life
not to reveal them
as d best i cud
in return hoping they wud do the same
to keep mine

i wud never ever spill d beans to others
coz i value the trust given to me
but how about the value of mine?
i wonder

im secretive person
shy actually
i dun talk much to anyone
especially abt my personal
unless they've got my trust
which i trust them to value my secrets
and hoping to not revealing them

all i know
i wudnt dare to talk back abt others
who asked me to keep their secrets
coz i value the friendship
n trust
but im hoping the same in return

i wonder
n wonder

all i can do is to keep the promise n trust
i may be not reliable on any other aspects
but i keep secrets of urs as i kept mine

if a conversation is meant to be ended btwn 2 person only
at dat particular time
dats it
im not going to mention it at all to anyone
coz i've been given trust
n i value dat trust
hoping the other will keep it as well
n continue wondering

but my idealism may not worked for others
coz they r not me
we live in different social n environment n lifestyles
and different points of view
some simply said to keep secrets
but in the end they spill them to others
coz they didnt value the trust

dat's human
no dat's life

frankly speaking
i try wif all my might to keep these trusts
coz i value them
n
if anyone i've given my trust
betraying them
i wudnt be angry
or planning for revenge
im not dat kind of person

but to be honest
i will be greatly saddened
n upset
but i just let it be
yet still keeping their secret or ours

after all
life must go on
d road may be rough
but Allah knows better
n has better plan for us

insya-Allah

salam

2010-10-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

“There is no substitute for hard work, 23 or 24 hours a day. And there is no substitute for patience and acceptance.”
Cesar Chavez

ask

2010-10-15T00:04:00.004+08:00

how?

honesty d best policy

why

2010-10-14T00:44:00.005+08:00

n why?

how could?

even when i?

for?

not even?

new?

kay..

10.10.10

2010-10-10T11:30:00.002+08:00

*speechless*

*pray to Allah for the best outcome*

just lay myself low n strengthen my heart

be patience n composed

dats all i can say

Allah knows better n hv better plans for me

we can plan, but Allah set things for us

after all, i just need to be grateful

kereta

2010-09-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

senang nk kuar if ade kereta.
senang nk jln2 if ade kereta.
senang nk bwk org if ade kereta.
senang nk g mkn if ade kereta.
senang nk g kedai if ade kereta.
mungkin disukai if ade kete. lol ;p

tp sy tade kereta, x mampu lg.
tape tgu keje nnt.
sy nk kereta itu, ini dan tersebut.
aminnnn
iA :)

hurm

2010-08-04T11:00:00.003+08:00

so long havent update my blog.. coz nothing on my mind rite now. i would like to go along wif the flow n observe situations at d present..

to be ready and calm for any unexpected events or scenario dat might be occur in future

to be short; cautious

:)

eksiden!

2010-06-28T13:20:00.002+08:00

adoi eksiden moto smlm! err tade la eksiden. tergelincir n jatuh je. sbb jalan licin lepas hujan. T__T

pedih luke2 + bengkak + lebam kt due2 siku n kaki sket.

tp ape2 pon alhamdulillah tak teruk sgt injured. syukur.

i need..

2010-06-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

a haircut! dah rimas da.. hukhuk
any ideas which style shud i cut my hair?
botak tanak la. haha :D

kadang2

2010-05-29T23:36:00.002+08:00

kadang2, ade certain things goes better if kite tak sebut or luahkn. ;p
a reminder for me n frens as well :)

options

2010-05-28T09:09:00.004+08:00

bile ade byk options, pastu buleh pilih satu je drpd byk2 tu. hurm, mmg sukar utk wat pilihan. nmpk mcm senang je. pilih la. pastu teruskn n tabah ngn option tersebut. tp susah beb. tatau ape yg menunggu kt hadapan tu. kang klo cuai nnt tibe2 ade lobang la plak, pastu kang jatuh gedebuk. hukhuk. so moralnye, fikir la masak2 dlu sebelum bertindak.. tade la nnt menyusahkn hidup org lain. maruah org. manusia ade maruah. klo diri sendiri tak suke maruah tercalar, jangan la calarkn org lain punye ok? jangan jadi cakap tak serupe bikin. macam tin kosong. bunyi je lebih, tp hampeh habuk pun tarak. kosong. empty. null. kirenye, jgn cakap kosong la. tak gune bangga or berlagak tp tade input/aksi(action). hehe. lagi la klo jd tin kosong, mane ade org nk percaya beb. apetah lg respek. haih. cmni la, cadangan ku less talk more action. cewah.. tabaek jd riak n takabur. tidak disukai ramai. Allah pn tak suke. tatau la klo mereka2 ni tatau. so aku tlg btau la ni. same2 kongsi. same2 manfaat. baru buleh jadi rakyat malaysia aman damai. aku pun tade la byk ilmu. sikit je. biase2 je. tp if ade tu kongsi2 la. bukan mengutuk org kurang ilmu. tp tolong baik2. budi baik dibalas baik. time kecik2 kn da salu dengar kt skola rendah tu? klo wat jahat, balasan pn jahat. klo wat baik, balasan insyaAllah baik gak la. tp ade je, penat je wat baik tp dpt balasan yg kurang baik. tp tape jgn down utk terus berbuat baik. have faith. satu hari nnt iA dpt balasan yg setimpal. Allah tu kn Maha Adil. terus kn nilai2 murni dlm diri tu. eh tatau nk tulih ape lg. td mcm byk je kt kepale ni. huhu.

rasenye tibe2 mcm ade part2 berlainan dlm post ni. karangan tak memenuhi kehendak title. naseb la, blog aku. suke suki la nk tulis cmne. bukan salu merepek ni. hoho. penutup pon mcm tade je. selambe. =))

will

2010-05-22T08:58:00.004+08:00

will it be ok?
will it be worse?

just pray
be ready

*presentation*

tak redi wei

tidakmahuok

2010-05-18T15:58:00.001+08:00

terasa makin tidak sihat.
tanda2 start ngn tekak yg tidak selesa.
pastu hingus2.
kepale rase berat.
adekah hampir demam?
ataupun cume sindrom kemalasan je? haha ;p

bond

2010-05-16T11:30:00.006+08:00

james bond. *not*
phbbttt..

is an invisible rope
connecting people

semua

2010-05-14T00:07:00.004+08:00

semua benda yg ade permulaan, pasti akan ade pengakhirannya..

macam muvie, mule2 intro pastu perkembangan then klimaks pastu penutup..

kalo novel, same la lebeh kurang mcm muvie..

kalo pakaian, awal2 beli cantik, lame2 pakai da mule nmpk lusuh. then da tak pakai..

kalo mainan, mule2 best, lame2 da bosan takpon rosak..

pastu byk lagi yg mesti korg terlintas kt kepale otak en? haha ape2 la, semua.. title post ni pon dah semua.. ;p

pastu, ultimate phrase yg kite salu denga..

semua yg hidup pasti akan mati akhirnya..

tapi..

kite boleh berusaha sebaik2nya utk pastikn ape yg kite ade akan bertahan selama yg mungkin..

sambil tu menghargai nikmat tersebut..

n doa supaya kite dpt menyayangi n menjaga barangan/hak kite

supaya tidak merasa rugi pada akhirnya..

serta mampu untuk tersenyum bile fikir balik nikmat/hak/barang yg pernah dirasai/dinikmati/diperolehi.

hehe =)

mebe korang leh tambah2 lg kot. xD

uiks

2010-05-11T01:56:00.003+08:00

patient.
trust.
faith.
cool.
calm.

r essential
attributes
to be learned. :)

n rajin as well

helo

2010-05-09T18:53:00.004+08:00

org itu happy, org ini tak happy
org itu ceria, org ini tak ceria
org itu senang, org ini susah
org itu bahagia, org ini tak bahagia
org itu gembira, org ini kecewa
org itu suka, org ini benci
org itu kaya, org ini miskin
org itu bijak, org ini kurang bijak
org itu kelakar, org ini tak kelakar
org itu best, org ini tak best
org itu mcm2 ada, org ini tade ape2
org itu mampu, org ini tak mampu
org itu hebat, org ini tak hebat
org itu tinggi, org ini rendah
org itu bergaye, org ini selekeh
org itu rajin, org ini malas
org itu cantik, org ini hodoh
org itu hensem, org ini hodoh gak
org itu terer, org ini tak terer
org itu mantap, org ini tak mantap

org itu perlu macam2 lg,
tp org ini bersyukur. :)
dan org ini ikhlas.

blablabla. tapape

selamat pagi

2010-05-09T02:20:00.003+08:00

i live in delusions.
i saw dreams everyday.
these things are too good to be true. :(
i dun understand.

its ur..!

2010-05-06T00:58:00.004+08:00

its ur birthday!! yeay!

happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to uu,
happy birthday to aaazzzuurraaa,
happy birthday to uuuuuu~~

=)

may Allah bless u all d time,

n may ur wishes come true.

have a blast on ur day~ XD

my prayer is wif u all d time. ;)

wait

2010-04-28T20:12:00.002+08:00

even if it means forever

bole dedicate lagu the man who cant be moved en? ;p

merepek kerepek

2010-04-26T12:45:00.004+08:00

- being cold to the person who treat u nicely without expecting rewards is not nice at all. ;p

- now is "stress season mode ON" for most of us

- let us be more responsible in ourself

- money well spent vs money burnt

- time well managed vs time flew away

- sleepy vs assignments

- too many things to do, too little time

- many plans, no actions

think again

2010-04-24T22:42:00.005+08:00

when we are happy, dun forget that there are few people who are in sad mood or in misery.
so dun forget to be grateful n cherish the happy moment in our life.
say alhamdulillah after having good things on our way.
alhamdulillah.. :)
on other hand, be gentle to others when we do something coz we duno they might be not happy as we are.

adios.. ^^

random

2010-04-23T03:14:00.005+08:00

random quotes found.. ;p

these pictures speak for themselves. :P

think

2010-04-21T11:46:00.003+08:00

simple quote for us

"dun cry coz its over, smile coz it happened"

another one,

if we want d world to be fair to us, we have to be fair to the world

its over, but

2010-04-19T18:47:00.005+08:00

yeah its over.. but.. im not satisfied.
1st half of presentation is done.. my marks is very low.

-deleted-

*emo kejap*

but, have to be grateful. alhamdulillah.
i'll try my best nex time. huhu

me self bla bla bla

2010-04-15T00:37:00.005+08:00

as a human, im not perfect.
all human not perfect.
we do mistakes.
when we do, we apologize.
n i try my best to avoid same mistakes.

as a human, i do tell lies.
all human tell lies.
unless u r prophet or "maksum".
when we do, we apologize.
n i try my best to be honest to all.

as a human, im giving false excuses.
all human give false excuses.
to cover up things.
when we do, we apologize.
n i try my best not to create excuses.

i post it coz i've felt i try my best to be honest to all.
n apologizing to ppl whom i made mistakes to.
but im not perfect.
dun expect too much.
coz d higher expectation
comes along with higher dissapointment.

however, there r still too many things cant convey to words.
such ego, selfish, lust, n etc.
i have them all.
we have them all.

i may have wrong, pls comment n correct me. :)

*corrected. thanx wani!*

final year

2010-03-08T23:49:00.005+08:00

fuyoh da final year~~
da 2nd week pon utk 1st sem. adoi!
tp da mcm2 event berlaku.
eventho kelas sikit je.
bes^^

isnin satu kelas
selase satu kelas
rabu due kelas
kamis satu kelas
sabtu tak kompem lg kn??
oh malaysian studies. lupe plak.

tapi so far its ok.
feels quite diff without afiq n safiq.
n peeya yg salu dtg umah.. :D

tadi g kuar jalan2 ngn besday girl, asha
wit salam wani n azura.
macam2 wat. derg g arcade, tp me n salam g cari hadiah.
haha susah gle nk sorok dr asha.
seb baik tak kantoi. g main boling. longkang feveret.

pastu time bungkus tu salam, seqam, koyot, amer bungkus gune kotak besar.
walhal kecik je hadiah tersebut. ^^
ade besday card gak. konon seqam nk lukis shinchan.. tapi.. hahah!
pastu wat huruf2 kt envelope tu. srg amek satu huruf la konon.
last2 sume fail. tangan kayu sume. haks :D :D
amer ade pics envelope tersebut.

pastu ade besday party kecil-kecilan.
tp mesti worth it.. ramai2 sambut, meriah. :)
semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki asha~
dan juge syepah, hill, mao, amar, islah, n sape2 yg tertinggal.
hehe tak igt, pakcik da tue ni. LOL

sok ade ftrip for wolframitessss,
hope for d best! 1st time, grup lain da start lame da.. hihi

dis sem mcm sikit kelas. tp byk keje.
so senang lalai. if nmpk sesame lalai, tegur2 la ek. ^^

looking forward dis sem. sekejap je da final year kn.
baru mcm aritu masuk degree kt curtin.
tp reality da final year. aiyak

oh mai

2010-02-19T03:32:00.002+08:00

aiyoyoyooyoyoyooyoyoyo..

only few days n i'll b back in miri..

so no ready weii.... dunwan @_@

im still thinking whether to bring or not to bring..

my inside says both.. becoz both got pros n cons.

aiseh, making decision is so hard.

update~

2010-01-22T11:57:00.003+08:00

helo, a short update.

i jez got back from langkawi and perlis

spent 4 days in langkawi and 2 days in perlis.

will post abt it later. :D

oh and a reply for u. hope i'll remember some points. hehe

baibai

hai

2010-01-08T06:34:00.004+08:00

to azura, i'll reply urs later. hehe :D

oh just quick n short update.

wake up early -> driver! aiseh haha

every weekdays.

now 6.30am. depart at 10 mins later.

thinking of getting part-time job due to money shortage but...

i think im too lazy. haiz

now

2009-12-30T17:43:00.001+08:00

I AM POKAI RIGHT NOW!

:'(

new things

2009-12-26T04:44:00.002+08:00

as for dis holiday, i seldomly o9, texting, calling or fb-ing.

if o9 pn, i'll go read mainstream manga(s).

all thanx to my new commitment.

oh bestnye. haha.

din realize how many hours passed.

hope to give some stuffs for u soon. wee~

anyway, to my frens who read dis, if u guys got plan(s), invite me too kay. wanna go out for something too~

:D

aiyo

2009-12-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

ok, they r out. was so scared to look at em dat day.

coz i know i really cant do one of them.

so i check.

luckily dat one i manage to escape. wee.

overall, its average.

but still ok i think.

barely ok.

so its still ok kn.

alhamdulillah.

thanx to all my frens who helped me. too many frens.

im scared to say who exactly, coz im afraid i'll miss out some.

so i'll say,

its u, u, u, u, u, u, u, u and u all. ;D

w/o u guys, im nowhere. glad to hv u guys. :)

work harder nex sem kay.

coz it aint getting easier.

it will be harder.

dats d nature. ;p

wud like to

2009-11-19T00:31:00.005+08:00

these r my thoughts out of nowhere.
too bored i guess. ;p

*************************************

i wud like to say..
loving urself is good.
but too much means u r selfish.

i wud like to say..
caring for other is good.
but too much makes u din give them room to breathe.

i wud like to say..
having high self-confidence is good.
but overconfident makes u'll look like a fool.

i wud like to say..
being kind is good.
but pls dun end up being used.

i wud like to say..
u wont get two things at the same time.
coz u'll end up losing both.

i wud like to say..
ppl usually din mean wat dey say these days.
coz they lied to make the others feel better.

i wud like to say..
ppl attracted to good looking.
but dat doesnt mean dey good at heart.

i wud like to say..
ppl wif good heart is not alwez trusty.
coz we din know their true intentions.

i wud like to say..
ppl dun like their pride to hurt.
coz dey scared to face the truth.

i wud like to say..
u can plan things to do.
but it may not happening n dun blame it.

i wud like to say..
ppl alwez forget d ppl who love them.
we oni realize them when dey r gone.

i wud like to say..
ppl love money.
but money wont buy u happiness.

i wud like to say..
'physical' gift/things may give meanings.
but sometimes d thought w/o gifts itself is already meaningful.

i wud like to say..
these all are my unconscious thoughts.
which they are not alwez reliable.

i wud like to say..
human will make mistakes.
coz nobody's perfect.

i wud like to say..
im talking crap rite now.
coz im bored.

i wud like to say..
i may made thousands of mistakes just now.
coz i'm a human too. :)

p/s: correct me where im wrong. thanx! ;)

it has been

2009-11-13T17:51:00.003+08:00

13th november..

a date which made my life different..

a date where i hv to bear more responsibility..

a date which i wont forget..

5 days after my birthday..

n 6 years has passed..

i wish im strong like u...

i love u ayah..

al-fatihah to my late father..

Harun bin Masri

@_@

2009-11-12T03:10:00.002+08:00

im so damn scared of tomorrow's 2 papers.. :(

back to back exam..

3.30-5.30 pm geophy
6.00-8.00 pm geochem prac

no time to rest.. to take a breath as well.. :'(

havent study them much yet.. now is 3.15am edi.. huhu

n sleepy..

wish me luck n pray for me kay? :)

ganbatte!

things happened

2009-11-10T00:04:00.003+08:00

there are lots of things happened..
so happy even tmrw is exam.. but now im scared again. haha

today i study at gis lab wif azura.
hehe shud study wif her earlier if i know..
coz i tink i can catch most of wat i read n by explaining things to her.. :P
ehe, glad she can understand my ramblings.. haha!
i dun have skills to teach others. i can absorb only.. lol
thanx for ur knowledge too, u :)

oh in d evening have dinner wif frens..
asha's n knex's cooking.. yummy! :)
eat wif "family" haks

then back to village got suprise gift from..

1) peeya! hehe thank you.. d choc looks yummy.. hehe i've yet to taste it.. ;p
2) housemate! yeay.. thanx afiq, safiq, buchik, n islah.. got nice shirt.. :D

haha thank you guys.. u made my days..

love u all! :D:D:D

hee

2009-11-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

22 years old
alhamdulillah
so much things yet to experience.. ;p

quotes

2009-11-07T02:14:00.002+08:00

i found them on the net..
forgot where n when i save them. hehe.
credits to dat site.. ;)
they r quite meaningful.. hehe

Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them.
-Bruce Lee-

Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it.
-Confucius-

The greatest deception men suffer is from their own opinions.
-Leonardo da Vinci-

Do not do to others what angers you if done to you by others.
-Socrates-

Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear, and the blind can read.
-Mark Twain-

so, what say u? ;)

its coming

2009-11-06T14:38:00.003+08:00

its coming...

i duno wat to expect..

its unpredictable..

i may predicted it wrong.. vice versa..

day by day it draws nearer.. :S

haih, wat to expect? we'll see..

today

2009-11-03T22:56:00.004+08:00

hi, long time no update.. ;p

ok,

today, i go out wif frens for bowling n stuffs..

eat mcd after almost 3 month? hehe

today was fun.. if only we go out until late, sure more fun.. :p

oh oh, last nite i go out as well to celebrate my dear housemate's birthday. happy belated birthday afiq~ (dis is not today la wei)

act, i hv to STUDY! its already 2 days of study week wasted.. haih

dei tambi, exam is next wik.. aiyak

oh btw i got something very precious n meaningful to me..

n i felt very grateful for dat.. thank you :)

BUT it only last for 3 hrs... coz?

coz its MISSING!! i duno where it goes.. run away from my pocket i tink.. :(

i even go to the bowling alley again to search.. i look in the dustbins (note the 's') as well..

but its gone..

so sad.. isk

i felt guilty.. it takes time to be done

n dat thing was irreplaceable.. wuu :'(

but wat to do.. err.. i duno how to convert into english.. "tade rezeki" :p

ok, so.. overall, today was fun n spontaneous. hehe. bcoz, stuffs happened n wani got herself new haircut..

walaweh, 1st time saw her having short hair.. *drools* hehe jk. :p

u got guts there.. nice one wani.. ;)

erk, i shud've study rite now.. k cya

pray for me and wish me luck kay..

wishing my frens to get flying colours as well~

gutlak all!

whatever

2009-10-14T00:26:00.004+08:00

what shud i say?
what shud i feel?
what shud i be?
what shud i act?
what shud i do?
what shud i think?
what shud i talk?
what shud i .... :(

whatever it is.. i trust u

if tomorrow never comes!

2009-10-09T21:29:00.006+08:00

i've come across this "poem?" somewhere in curtin..
here i write it again in case u cant read them in d picture.. :p

im sorry..
for all the mean things i might have said

im sorry..
for all the things i did or didnt do

im sorry..
if i ever ignored u

im sorry..
if i ever made u feel bad or put u down

im sorry..
if i ever thought i was bigger or better than u

im sorry..
for everything wrong i've ever done

i'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes..
what if i never get a chance to say good bye to u or give u a BIG hug
what if i never get to say i'm sorry or i miss u..

i shud've

2009-10-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

i shud've prepare for my presentation.. but.. teh internet is soooo tempting.. hehe n im sleepy now.. how?

the presentation is at 9am.. and our grupmate hv to meet at 7.30am.. lol, i dun hv confidence dat i can meet them dat time.. aiyak.. :S

p/s: thanx to ppl who gives me ur support.. love u all.. :)

rain..

2009-10-08T00:41:00.008+08:00

i wud like to share a story abt rain which i heard from a dear fren of mine.. =)

here it goes..

she sed dat.. look at the stormy rain, it just like reflecting ourself during problems, where u are in too much problems and stresses..
but look after the stormy rain stops, there are ray of light shines down the earth.. it was so beautiful.. looking at them can make u feel comfortable..

she sed, thats our life when we had to face problems.. however u have to be positive, soon it will be calm and thus make u feel so warm n heartful.. it was like a ray of light and hope that god shines upon urself.. it makes u feel comfortable and happy.. which really wud make ppl smile

i was very touched when she sed dat.. it was short yet very meaningful..

ur words gives me hope so dat the ray of lights will shine for me as well.. =)
aminn..

thank you dear fren.. ;)

words..

2009-10-06T23:33:00.006+08:00

words can be deceiving.. so, wat others told are not absolutely the truth..
normally ppl create unpleasant stories just to make u miserable..
they dun like to see ur happiness, so they made up rumors..
dats life.. its full of hypocrisies.. u hv to believe urself..
so, if d person u care told u something, believe them coz it comes from their own..
give ur best to achieve wat has been told.
keep urself to believe their words.. not the others who like to see u in vain..

keep ur faith.. dun let them (others) makes ur believe crumble..
but, dun let urself makes d person u care upset..

pls god give me the patience and dun let me lose my faith..
amin.. :)

p/s: sumtimes keeping urself in silent may help

wat happen actually?

2009-10-06T00:03:00.007+08:00

*depressed mode*

these past days, i kept wondering..

am i doing the right things?
did i do wrong?
did i do mistakes somewhere?
am i missing certain things that shudnt be missed out?
whats goin' on lately?
are there any certain areas arent told to me?
are my actions unnecessary?
why it is like dis?

have i upset u?

and most important of em' is wat happen actually?

thinking of these can make me cry (i didnt cry, tho =p)
its been so hard on me.. but i pray to god please let me go through dis tests of yurs..
help me to go thru all of this mess.. give me the strength to face them.. im so not ready to face another downfall in my life..

i need someone to talk to.. =( who understands me, who didnt make fun of me.. ='(

u may see i'm smiling, but inside these thoughts are haunting my soul.. it ripped me apart each seconds..

p/s: dis post is reflecting to myself kay, not involving anyone.. hee~ i oredi told u i think things too much.. =S

1st post..

2009-10-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

hye..

dis is my 1st post.. so.. introduction! :p

im faeez.. nice to meet u..

done.. haha :D